There was a time when all the drama happened.. I cried alot.. I dream and I imagine.. I kept everything inside because I couldn't rely or trust anyone here.. They'd tell.. Besides, they care less than why you're upset, they are more interested for you to end your sad sad story and begin to tell theirs because you listen. You help. You care. You're trusted, but they're not.
Just so you know, keeping all these secrets and fears inside is kind of suffocating.. You think that you can handle it all by yourself, you can overcome it, you can forget and forgive. Problem is, you can't. And before you know it, the situation aggravates.
Recently, i found a true friend. Someone who keeps all my secrets and im not shy to tell her. She's someone who's kind-hearted, funny and most importantly, a great friend. Everytime im at her house, i feel so much better, knowing that someone on earth actually cared. Im not saying that others don't, Im just saying that others rather not.
Maybe they say that they don't know anything that's going on because i never told them. Maybe thats true. But bear in mind, I couldn't tell them because of what they do, not what they are.
Im really lucky to have friends as great as the world. Even if i don't tell you my secrets, you respect that instead of giving me 'the rolling eyes' like someone i know. Note, maybe there's something inside your eyeball that's mutated or something, but to anyone who does that, you look hideous doing it, Im serious.
Wanna see alot of movies.. Can't find time though.. Maybe in the holiday next week? Can't wait!! xD
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